I think I have a fear when it comes to talking with my dad about stuff. I don’t know why…

Like, my Ma booked tickets for a trip to Bandung, and the first day coincides with the day my Pa’s picking me up for Hari Raya Haji. I was struggling with telling him that I was going with my Ma instead. (And he hasn’t replied, which is making me slightly paranoid…)

… I hope he doesn’t get mad at me.

I mean, I know that I have my rights, and I can choose not to go out with my Pa when I want to. It’s just… I don’t know. I try and think about how he would feel if I didn’t go out with him. He might be feeling sad because he only gets to see his children every fortnight. He might feel a bit hurt that I chose my Ma over him. He might feel angry with me because I chose my Ma over him on a day in which it’s his turn, and not my Ma’s. 

Or he might not feel anything at all because he doesn’t care about me.

… Oh, great. I just made this post go in a completely different direction.


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Do you guys think we could ever live in a world without any crime? In high school, I had this discussion with my sociology teacher, and one theory was no, we can’t. Even if we had a world without murder, rape, and all that, the definition of crime itself would change in the hypothetical community. So perhaps something like dropping plates will have as much penalty as murder. And by this theory, a Utopian community can never exist.